Beginnings
04/22/13
I suppose you could say that people who blog are those who feel they have things to say, whether improtant or not. I have things to say. I hope you feel they are important (and occasionally humorous).
About me: I live in Arizona, came from the Bay Area thirteen years ago. I am recently retired (though I work part-time) as is my wife of 38 years. I have two grown children, a daughter who lives in the Bay Area with her husband and child, and a son who lives here in Arizona. He is a recent university graduate, with a degree in geology. I am relatively conservative in my political views, but I believe that I understand why people who are liberal are the way they are.
Although by American standards my wife and I are not rich, we have adequate income to live a comfortable lifestyle, though we do not have a lot of disposable income. We are both Born-Again Christians, and have been so since our early years. Jesus Christ is our guiding light.
We both have many interests and hobbies. I like to explore the desert with friends. We go offroad, using 4 wheel drive vehicles that can take us well off the beaten path, so we can find and see the Arizona that few people bother with. My wife likes to cook and bake, and we are both involved in decorating our home (using mostly imagination to compensate for a lack of funds).
We don't exactly fit the paradigm of "christians" as understood by many. We both relate to people well, but in vastly different ways. We have difficulties and problems in our private lives; we have heartaches for our family and friends. We struggle with life and with the happenings in this world and often ask "Why?", especially in light of the happenings at the Boston Marathon, this past week.
We also have many faults and inconsistencies in our lives.
So here it is. I hope you will continue to check out this space occasionally. I hope it is of value to you.
Sunday, May 12, 2013
Being Reminded of Realities and Being Entertained by Angels
04/12/13
Returned today from Las Vegas. My sister lives there, and since she is over eighty, and I had not seen her in several years, thought I would go and she what she is doing. I had prayed that the Lord would guide me in the trip, show me what I needed to know, and that He did. You know, you can count on God fr guidance, but you can count on Him just as heavily for HONEST answers to your prayers.
I have to say it was a painful experience. It is hard to see one's sibling growing old and rapidly becoming unable to care for themself--harder still to see her in situations with people you don't know and therfore don't trust. But she has never entrusted any of her care to me, has rejected all advice I have given her. At times I have even feared for her life, and but for the grace of God, I believe someone might well have clubbed her and taken her valuables.
I suppose the bacdrop being las Vegas doesn't give me any real solace. What a place! We took a walking tour of the old downtown area (Fremont Street), and it's got all the charm and quality of a cheap carnival: Street barkers, street bars and streetwalkers--not to mention the casinos which have invented every possible way to separate you from your hard-earned money. Appealing? No.
The bright spot of the whole weekend was the family we met that had flown in from various parts of the country to honor their mother (86) and father (94). They were staying at the same hotel as we were, near the Vegas Strip. We first met them Friday night, then again Saturday morning, and finally, as they were walking into the same restaurant as we were that evening. They probably thought us to be stalkers! They were a wonderful family that graciously invited us to sit with them for dinner. The Bible tells us that we are sometimes unaware that we entertain angels; in this case, I believe the angels entertained us. (I told them not to take pictures, lest some time in the distant future someone might dig them out and ask who the two strangers might be.)
That experience assuaged some of the angst I have suffered over my sister and her situation. I have come to realize belatedly that this is one of those situations that is beyond my control. She follows her own lights. I have to let her be, allow God to work out the situation both in her and in me.
04/12/13
Returned today from Las Vegas. My sister lives there, and since she is over eighty, and I had not seen her in several years, thought I would go and she what she is doing. I had prayed that the Lord would guide me in the trip, show me what I needed to know, and that He did. You know, you can count on God fr guidance, but you can count on Him just as heavily for HONEST answers to your prayers.
I have to say it was a painful experience. It is hard to see one's sibling growing old and rapidly becoming unable to care for themself--harder still to see her in situations with people you don't know and therfore don't trust. But she has never entrusted any of her care to me, has rejected all advice I have given her. At times I have even feared for her life, and but for the grace of God, I believe someone might well have clubbed her and taken her valuables.
I suppose the bacdrop being las Vegas doesn't give me any real solace. What a place! We took a walking tour of the old downtown area (Fremont Street), and it's got all the charm and quality of a cheap carnival: Street barkers, street bars and streetwalkers--not to mention the casinos which have invented every possible way to separate you from your hard-earned money. Appealing? No.
The bright spot of the whole weekend was the family we met that had flown in from various parts of the country to honor their mother (86) and father (94). They were staying at the same hotel as we were, near the Vegas Strip. We first met them Friday night, then again Saturday morning, and finally, as they were walking into the same restaurant as we were that evening. They probably thought us to be stalkers! They were a wonderful family that graciously invited us to sit with them for dinner. The Bible tells us that we are sometimes unaware that we entertain angels; in this case, I believe the angels entertained us. (I told them not to take pictures, lest some time in the distant future someone might dig them out and ask who the two strangers might be.)
That experience assuaged some of the angst I have suffered over my sister and her situation. I have come to realize belatedly that this is one of those situations that is beyond my control. She follows her own lights. I have to let her be, allow God to work out the situation both in her and in me.
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